I was caught up in the place of building a business…my personal wealth. Enabling family…maybe they would see how much we love them if we do this….trying to buy happiness, which was always temporal and fleeting. I was always left with this nagging feeling of being incomplete…unsettled.
Our mantra for those days was “Faith not fear”, we had to ground ourselves in those words daily if not hourly, and as difficult as those days were, I am so thankful for them. God used those days to mold us and prepare us for where we are today
Maybe, you think you have done too many wrongs… no way they could be made right. Another lie. God pulled me out of the pit of terrible choices. The pit of my own making that had no ladder out… but He reached down and rescued me from myself…
I have to say that I am a fan of Peter, he is the disciple I most readily relate to. He was enthusiastic and impulsive. He loved deeply yet panicked and even failed quickly, these are reactions I see in myself. Yet, despite all… Continue Reading “HELP LORD I’M SINKING…why does this keep happening to me?”